Life and stuff

Xango Freedom,

I love you.

Whoa

Xango Freedom here,

Feeling low.  In fact my personal life is totally messy. I feel like I’m not being the person I want to be or should be. ACK! I am frustrated at my reactions and feel like poop.

However I know that I will attract what I am feeling about. So I am going to write a short little blurb about what I am really wanting.

I am sitting on the couch in my own home and #4 comes up to me and kisses me and tells me she loves me. I smile and look her in the eyes and feel connected to my deepest inspiration about life. We hold each other for a while and I am feeling my deepest purpose and how loving her is a part of that. I choose to be her living gift from this world. This is love.
Xango Freedom

My Up Line Checks in!

Xango Freedom here,

Just spent some time visiting friends. Didn’t talk about Xango. Should I have? Maybe. Even though friends are so close it also feels like I would risk the most by alienating them with Xango. I gotta fix my head about the product. Even though it’s not perfect i.e. free, the fountian of youth and it cleans your house. It’s a natural fruit supplement which has done a lot of good for people.

Hooray I got some word from my up line. I’ve been all over the place. I did sell a bottle of juice recently and I think I’ve made a great contact there.

I am going to check in with my upline and be very real with them. I’ve really needed some calling to the carpet. I have been doing a lot of things for myself and have not been following a focused plan of recruitment.  I just need to do this. Time block and take the actions in faith. Time to face my up line. No excuses and no BS.

It’s easier to make it happen rather than make excuses.

Xango Freedom

Pubmed.com

Xango Freedom here,

Xango is the company I am a part of and (financial)freedom is my goal.

www.PUBMED.org

Here’s an interesting site. Where you can search for articles about Xango. Well the components of Xango. Such as the Xanthones and the Mangosteen fruit. These are articles are often highly medical and as such they do not come out and state Mangosteen does this or Mangosteen does that. The article more so point to qualities that testing has shown for Mangosteen and Xanthones. I feel this is a much more tempered approach to the science of Xango.

Yes, MLM’s often have a bad reputation for being an all enthusiasm sales business. I feel pubmed.org counters that and give people the opportunity to research the product and the fruit on their own. I have also looked up other medical questions on pubmed to check that it is not just a Xango related site.

Xango Freedom

Thank you Deborah

Thank you Deborah.

Hope to meet you someday.

Xango Freedom

Rich Dad Poor Dad

Xango Freedom here,

Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert Kiosaki. Oh no!  Not this guy! Oh yeah I guy who saw that people needed financial lessons and doesn’t mind being in their face about it. I love this book. I owe this book to awakening my financial brain. Controversial? yes? Full of business how to and facts and numbers…no. This is not a text book. It’s a popular way to get people into thinking about money lessons from their family. Is it for everyone? No & what is? Is it the end all be all for your life and times? No.

Then what is this book? It’s a story about a man who had two dads and two financial models. He chose one and it has benefited him financially.  I’ve heard that Robert Kiosaki doesn’t have kids and I’ve heard that Anthony Robbins got a divorce. So what? When you read their books you are not looking to become them any more then when you watch Zoolander you become Derrik Zoolander. They are teachers look at their lessons and then apply those. Or you know what I am only thinking of one person whom I had this discussion with and they stopped learning anything years ago.  Yet that conversation was so emotionally charged it’s hard to forget.

What I would say is read it. Then use your brain. There is a financial world out there to be known. There is a way that normal people can build wealth. There are simple tools you can use to have money work for you.

When it came down to me. I was getting pushed around my money so much that it hurt. It hurt to wake up. It hurt to eat. It hurt to think I was going to die (which cost money btw). Everyday I would face the disappointment in my family (which is more on them then on me) and it hurt. So I began to open my eyes up to learn and this book blew those doors wide open. It motivated me to get a financial education. You know what was strange now from disappointment my fam began to get angry that I was learning so much. This is just a sign that you cannot make people other happy.

I  love to learn. I have a total commitment to learning. So why treat ANY subject especially ones which are causing me pain any different? Did that take courage? Yes it did. Does it take courage every day to do this Xango business and say hey I’m in a network marketing co and can I give you some info to check out? Yes, it does.

IS IT WORTH IT? Well…is life worth it?

Courage.

Xango Freedom

Facing some doubt

Xango Freedom here,

I’m facing some doubt about this as a path for life. I don’t think I should be doing this full time. I think I need to spend the next two years really establishing myself. Peace Corps and then an MBA that would really put me in demand. With my people skills then I could really then dive into Xango and financial freedom if the company is still around. I’ve been a bit scared by all of this.  I can see how it could work though.

Waaaargh!

Opportunity costs! How much could this be worth it and how much could it be spinning wheels. Really it’s up to me everyday to make calls about what I value in my life and how to achieve it more and more.

Xango Freedom

Dramatic Turn of Events

Xango Freedom here,

Woe. I was about to type wow but “woe” is apt.

I am going to continue in Xango. I am dropping my previous career almost totally. I’m down. I’ve been challenged to “get my life in focus” by people whom I respect and who always have known what they wanted to do.

I’ve not been a  really “Do what I want” person to the level that I think is required for this life. Guilt and other family BS has really hampered things. Oh for the life that could have been.   Enough! The past is past. I today will make the decision to get back into my goals my wants and be dogged determined daily into achieveing my goals.

I need to be more financially literate. Accounting business procedures and the creative mind to promote and grow an asset which will feed me. IS Xango that opportunity? Or will it just keep me ignorant?

I feel like crap after talking with these people. I mean I feel like they think I should have already have had my life figured out direction wise from 18 on and then done everything right to get there and whee look at how unhappy one of them is. I don’t want to be her. I mean mean rugged not friendly ouch. I would rather be a bit more friendly and a bit more I chill. Have these people ever taken a year off?

That’s what I want to know. Have they ever taken a year off?

Have I sustained the actions necessary to deserve 50K a month in positive passive income? I should have read Your first year in network marketing by Mark Yarnell Rene Reid Yarnell by now.

Jeeze man people and not up and not into network marketing. Even more people are telling me to go get my MBA. Which I want and should go get.

So with two focuses how can I do this? I would like to maintain my foot in the door for Xango. It will improve my sales skills and give me the opportunity to recruit bright industrious people.

Why is there such stigma? Why is there such resistance? Why are people trying to stop me? Is it because I am going for something big? How much is at stake and what are my opportunity costs here?

Once a decision is made all sorts of opposition will arise. The bigger the dream the more opposition. Sheesh. Here is where decisions are made and then stuck to though all of the turmoil. I may never be liked by some people. I may never be respected by some. So shake their dust off my soles and move on to the nest person!

Xango Freedom

Challenges in writing a blog + thoughts

Xango Freedom here,

I don’t know how to link to other blogs! As soon as I figure that out I will do that. I know that other blogs will help feed this site and help me get some more feed back. Which is scary but good.

I’m still in Xango and Xango is going into my one year plan. I do want to work it as a business. It’s been a bit hard all alone out here. My upline is in another state and I’m sorta floating without a base here. In this there is an opportunity I guess. To start up my own groups and start up my own things.

I am on the look out for 1-2-3-4-5 people who are going to really catch on fire this year and build this business with me. People who will encourage me and thank me for sharing the business with them. Positive business builders who will keep me to my promises and push my skill set. A group where I will feel appreciated and bring much value to. Some pretty faces would be good too as long as I am in blue sky thinking mode. Ups and downs people’s motivations and people’s needs and wants. Successes and feedback. Keeping that ship a float would bring out the best leadership skills in me.

Managing a group of people I think will teach me tremendous lessons for life. I hope to get started right away. Let’s be on the full scale attract mode for a good partner!

I do need to get though more of the CD’s I have bought. I’m not confident that I can explain how the business works to another person which means I don’t know yet. Well that’s no good.

Ok In a week I will have listened to the full magic wand cd and also have printed up labels for the rest of my cd’s I will hand out. Then I will write up how I think the business works from what I have listened to.

Alright Tomorrow I door knock (not for Xango)!

Xango Freedom

My Family tries to save me from Network Marketing

Xango Freedom here,

Well it’s official my family is not into network marketing. I’m just going to give them numbers instead of other lables.

1- What are you doing?  2- You are just selling people on the idea of making money. 3- I don’t like it.

Great. I have my own fears and my own thoughts on this.  A VERY INTERESTING BOOK Influence by Robert Cialdini (read this book btw). Has a very interesting section on cults. Where a cult leader made a prophecy about the end of the world. Which btw Xago does not – whew not in a cult! The long and short the world didn’t end but by then most of the people who had totally bought into this idea started AFTER it did not occur, started sharing the idea like mad.  For more detail read the book or in fact I will revisit it in a future post (keep me accountable for that one). Where as before the prophecy was due they didn’t share too much about it but now after it was not true…they had no choice and went for it with zealousness. Counter intuitive yes.  When you are backed into a corner and have no where to go people then spring into defending their …lies. Unless the world DID end and now I am in Heaven which makes Hell REALLY crappy if this is heaven.

How does this apply to my fam and me right now? Well am I just backed into a corner and now I have to defend the choices I have made and because the choice is either admit I am wrong OR keep going down the rabbit hole.  Look out Alice you need Xango.  Am I right? I don’t know. Yes, there is a chance to make a ton of money and create the life I want.  And if I did would I wave it in my fam’s face? … Perhaps I would just take them on vacation and you know just say hey I love you guys. You guys have “always” been there for me -  have fun on me. =) Hooray! WoW that really does motivate me. I mean yes it’s a big I told you so & it’s a way to show love to my fam. It’s both. …Then again..two weeks on a cruise with my FAM……ugh……hrmmmmmmm. Ok what if I just buy them some awesome Christmas gifts? Ok that’s much better.  Swimming to shore was fast becoming an option.

In conclusion.

Fam is saying NO! I am saying welllllll I’m gonna check it out. Robert C says people who are caught in lies often buy into it even more highly rather than face it down. A reason to be excellent in Xango is Great Gifts to my Fam for Christmas. What’s in it for me? Ummm I love to give gifts? I really do. -sigh- a big I told you so would be awesome too. I know that’s not a good high level motivation it’s base and cheap and childish and man it’s like emotional candy where it gives you a rush and rots your emotional tooth. It’s there I accept that why deny it? It is setting a goal in another person or 3? Yes. Is that suffering? Yes. -sigh- ok Doc how about I want to succeed in Xango cause I could have a great life & become a great business builder.

Have I bought a dream?

Am I cool with that? Sure.

Xango Freedom.